thanks for the memories.

slightly more calmed now.
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i got to know bestfriend when i was in sec3.
which means ive known auntie for more than 6-7years now.
my first impression of auntie didnt go too badly.
she has always been nothing but kind to me, singing my praises, offering me stuff, asking me to join them for dinner, sending jo and i to and fro anywhere together with the dad, and being more than generous towards me.
i know auntie hasnt been well... but what happened today came too quickly and too suddenly that i was shell shocked for quite some time.

i was all happy and cheery today after hearing a good news from mum and seeing that she is feeling much better than the past few days where she was ill and all weak.
so, i went off to peiwen's party.
saw the friends, and the beloved teacher.
then i rcved jo's call suddenly, telling me that her mum's at the hospital because she fainted at work. checked if she's going down to visit, nope. so i thought... ok... should be the old ailing problem.
15-30mins later. i got 2 missed calls from jo. picked up on the next one. it was evan...
the first thing he said was "auntie passed away. auntie's gone"
for tt few seconds, my mind went blank.
i asked for another confirmation.
confirmed.
and from then on, ive been in a daze.
till... just. when i spoke to jo and ty...
even when i called jasper to inform him, it still hasnt sunk in.

im crying not because it has already sink in. but because i feel for jo and uncle.
uncle must be feeling the worse now... and i really hope there's smthg i can do to help... anything...

ive said alot to jo,
and there's no need for repetition here.
she knows that we'll all be here for her.
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伯母，
一路好走。
thanks for the memories.